Brings back memories

and not all good. A girl I "know" just lost her baby. Her precious son whom she waited months for. She now has to go through the toughest time in her life she may ever have to go through. Facing her new life without her son. Brings me back 6 1/2 years when I, too, was just like her. Anxiously awaiting the arrival of my son. Giving birth to his lifeless body. Walking away from the hospital with empty arms, a broken heart and a shattered soul. I wish that nobody ever has to go through this journey. I pray mercilessly for those that do. I am just a name on a computer screen to her, but I pray that she knows she is not alone. I pray that she will find the strength to go on. I pray that her family finds peace.

Some day I will share my story of Jeremiah and my other angels in Heaven. Someday I will have the courage to look at his picture, which after all this time, i still have not seen. Someday I will see my son again, but I do pray that it is now a long way off. I have two beautiful children here that I have to take care of now. Two precious souls that need me, just as much as I need them.